Letter to my Past

Dear Self,

                What can I say, you are about to embark on a long but fulfilling journey. There will be times that you will be asking yourself, ‘why am I doing this?’ In the end I promise it will be well worth the time, effort and stress.

Taking time off from your job is not the most convenient or the most agreeable with your bank account, but in the end is worth it. You will get to know some of the students and you will become more comfortable in the classroom.

I know you will have doubts along the way about whether or not the program is a good one, but trust me it is and they are doing wonderful things to teach you how to become a better teacher. They will give you ideas on classroom management, websites that will give you great ideas and you will meet new friends that will be a supportive group that you can lean on when things get rough.

I will tell you to take more computer classes that deal with InDesign and Photoshop. It will help when you are working with the students during your student teaching. It’s just nice to know how to get around the programs and then help your students with their projects.

                Ok, taking summer classes or a lot of hours while working full time may not sound like fun, but it’s worth it in the end, you will get done sooner. You will find the time to do your homework and you will have no life, but once all said and done, you are done! There is a light at the end of the tunnel though it may seem too far to see, you will get to end before you know it. Have Fun!!

Your Future Self!

2 1/2 weeks left = 10 classes

It's hard to believe that I have only 2 1/2 weeks left of student teaching. That means there are only
3 1/2 weeks left until the end of school. The light at the end of the tunnel is a lot brighter then it used to be 4 years ago. Even when I get my degree, my educational journey will still last another 2 years as I progress through my master's program in special education.

I won't be completely done with yearbook staff, I will see this group until the end of the year. I told them, when they asked me, I had started the book with them and I was going to see this book through to the end. That now means we with the block schedule we only have 10 class periods left to finish the book. There is still a lot of work to do, and I'm starting to feel the pressure mounting.

I printed off some of the pages and gave it to my cooperating teacher to have her look at them, I've looked at them and now they needed a fresh pair of eyes. It was a good thing, she gave them back with a number of corrections that need to be made. The pages were handed back and I had a number of unhappy campers. They thought they were done with the pages and were not enthused about making the corrections. I turned on the soothing voice and explained to them that we needed to put out the best book possible, so that they could look back at this book in 20 years and be proud of what they had put together.

I am very proud of them all, even though they were not happy about the corrections, they got right to work and made the corrections. We still have enough work to do but I think it will get done on time if we can keep up this work ethic. I guess we will see!!!

Weather Changes and So Do I

Welcome to Kansas if you don’t like the weather wait 5 minutes; it will change. That was the truth this week. We go from a nice weekend to freezing cold, rain, snow and ice. I think most people will agree with me; I am done with this weather. Not only is it hard to know what to wear but these fronts then set the students off. I don’t think there was one teacher in the building who I did not hear ask another teacher if their students were a bit bonkers this week.  

Growing up in a family of teachers, this is one thing I heard about often; Weather Changes and the effects it has on students. My father who worked in Special Ed. Even said you could sometimes see the system as it passed through the area and room.  When I was a para I got a first-hand look at what my parents had been talking about. The students were out of sorts, they were not themselves and they couldn’t help it.  

To some it may sound like crazy talk, but all I have to say to them is; come work in a school and you will soon learn what I mean.  

It is at these times I know I must be patient with my students. There are days when this can be a challenge and spend my day making sure everyone is alright. At one point I had two different students in tears and had to be the comforting person and let them talk it out. Luckily they were not major issues, just students having a bad day.  

Those days can wear me out, but it’s that good tired the tired that I know has made a difference for the day. I was the listener when they student just needed someone to listen to them and allow them to vent.  

Pressure changes also mean, I need to be wise and pick my battles, because sometimes the fight is not worth fighting. Working as a Special Ed. Para, that is one thing I learned very quickly. Sometimes those little things like a tapping pencil or the not staying on task, it may not be worth the headache and you can always try again during your next class period. One thing my father taught me is sometimes you may get 5 minutes of work out of student and that’s OK. Because tomorrow is a new day! 

Hope everyone has a wonderful week this week!!! and I hope all your students are Good Workers or at least attempt to be!

 

The Home Stretch

Spring is supposedly here, but you couldn't tell it by the weather some days. I know I'm done with the cold and I know many of my students are to. But with the spring weather comes the fact that summer is just around the corner and students are ready for the vacation.

That mentality has already started to show up in the classroom. Students are done they are ready for their vacation and no homework. I will admit I am also ready for a bit of break, but I know we still have a couple of months still to go and in my room a number of pages still left to finish for the yearbook.

That end of year mentality is the big thing I have been seeing. I get it, students are done, even some teachers are done, we are all ready for a mental break, BUT, we still have a couple of months to go. We have to keep pushing and find that energy to keep going so that we can, hopefully, pass that same drive onto our students. This is the time to finish strong and not just say "the heck with it," and quit.

As teachers, we set that example for your students to follow and even though we may be done, we need to show our students how to push through that feeling and keep going strong through to the end. To use a basketball analogy (ode to March Madness), we are in the last 10 minutes of the game, with the score tied, we can keep pushing or we can just say 'were done.'  Having played basketball, I won't quit till the end and that final buzzer sounds.

I will admit, I have had my days where I am ready to just say the heck with it, but I remember I'm the teacher and what I model to my students they will follow. I need to be that good role model and show them that yes we may all be ready for summer vacation, but we still have a couple more months to go and we need to finish strong.

It is also a time of transition and for those of us who work at the high school level we have to help those seniors get ready to make that transition to life.  I have already seen the eyes become wet with tears as seniors realize their time in high school is quickly coming to an end and they will soon be taking their first steps into the "Real World." It's a tough transition, we as teachers know that and we need to take our experience and show them how to make good decision and give them that confidence to succeed.

Hope you all have a great week and enjoy the, hopefully, warmer weather!